By Shova Parajuli
Mama mayuju lai namaste ani sampurna brahmagyani sathi haru lai mero namaste.m spain ma basni yauta brahmagyani hu.aajam mero anubhab lekhdai xau.dashin aauna lago maile jamara ghar ma rakheki thiyena ani buda le sabai nepali ko ghar ma jamara rakheka xan timi le kina na rakheko vannu bhayo .ani maile vane dashin vaneko durga mata ko din ho mata ko sewa garni ani mata lai samjini uha lai chineko le mata ko khabar vanni din ho jamara na rakhe ni kehi pharak pardaina vanera aru kura vandai thiya yo kura sunna chahanu bhayana ani maile badi kura vanina.dashin ko din ma mero kam xoti thiyo m bihana uthera sabai path pade yakxin hat jode mata lai vane mata aaja dashin ko ho malai kehi anubhab garai dinu na class ma sabai naya sathi haru le bhagwan dekhna thalnu bhayako xa vane ani aaja dashin ko din ghar ma tika na lagaya jhagada hunxa aaja din vari ki jimma hajur lai vanera mata lai sabai kura jimma lagayara chamal ra abir molera rakhe ani sanu xora le tika lagauna manena u aahile 3 barsako xa u vanxa m ta doctor mama ko ma jani ho yeha tika lagaudina malai doctor mama le pitnu hunxa vanera manena ani thulo xoro ni manena m ta ghar ma tika lagaudina vano ani 2 jana lai vitra lagera yo tika ghar ma puja garera kasaiko name ma banayako haina yo abir ra chamal ko vanna m bibas bhaya kina ki 2 jana xora haru le tika lagayanan vane ta ghar ma thulai jhagada hunxa ani sabai kura mata lai jimma lagayara tika lagayo ani ghar ma pani aayaka thiya 3/4 jana buda le tika lagaidinu bhayo yetikai ma beluka sutnu vanda aagadi samma maile brahmagyani grup herdai thiya hema didi hot sit ma mata ko bardan gari rakhnu bhayako thiyo arko yak jana bahini ko asostha tesro netra marphat bole rakhnu bhayako thiyo. maile path paddi suteki thiya.ani m yesto achet abastha ma puge ki mero aakha jodiyako xa m nidayako vanam vane purai hos ma xau nidayako haina vanam vane mero aakha kholidaina karib 2 hour m arkai sansar ma puge m yo anubhab kasari lekhu malai yeti garo bhayo malai ghari ghat bata khasalxa ghari mathi purauxa ghari udauxa m purai hos ma xau kebal mero sarir matra yo esthul sarir matra mero bistara ma xa sabai sarir arkai le chalayako xa malai sabai tha xa tara kehi garna sakdina mero sarir yeti dukheko xa sabai sarir vitra ka yak yak bhag ma pida xa hat chalauxau vanxau chaldaina khutta chalauxau vanxau chaldaina aakha khulxau vanxau khuldaina yetikai ma ghari vitri man le path padxau hanuman chalisa padxau sabai garxau tini haru lai katna khojxau yetikai ma 3 jana mahila saga vet bhayo ani maile vane maile timi haru lai chineki xau malai kina xoddainu?ani tini haru gau ma mol ko vari bokdai thiya. Pheri maile sodhe timi haru mareka hau ki aru ka linga sarir hau?ti 3 jana ma yak jana le vani malai hami mareka xainau tara tero sarir ma baseko dherai samaya bhayo vanera .ani maile pheri question gare m ta brahmagyani hu timi mero sarir ma basera maile bugeko brahmagyan timi lai tha xa? Usle vani malai ta yo kura man pardaina mero ghar ko family ta saga class ma sagai janthyo .ani maile pheri vane_ tero ra mero vet bhayo aaba ta malai xod na kina dukha diyako? Usle vani m matrai ho ra tera paxadi aru mareka dherai xan .ani maile pheri path pade m bahira herda begis jastai xau vitra malai sabai kura tha xa m tini haru saga kura gari rakheki xau ani yetikai ma binod aaunu bhayo binod saga arko budo pani xa sath ma patalo dublo hocho khal ko budo ani m mero kam garni resturent ma xau mero sath ma aru waiter pani xan .binod le malai vannu bhayo _ shova malai vok lageko xa malai pulau ani fanta orange,yauta orange juse dinus vannu bhayo ani maile soche binod ta mero brahmagyani sathi ho yeha khana mahango xa m aaba(payya)pulau lai yeha payya vanxa ani binod le malai spanish ma vandai hunuhunthyo khana ko name.ani maile binod lai m khana ma discunt gardinxau vanni soche ani waiter le nepali bujdainan binod saga nepali ma vannu parla sochdai thiya pheri shiva ji ko yad aayo hami brahmagyani jhut bolnu hudaina vanera ani yetaikai ma binod ko ra mero kura sakiyo.malai pheri garo bhayo malai mathi mathi purayo sirani ma to karauni kira aayo thulo ani teslai h marxau vanera to saga yakxin lade aru dherai manis thiya malai udeko jasto bhayo sab sarir dukho shiva ji pukare durga mata pukare class ko yad gare malai yesto bhayako thiyo ki to sabai kura m lekhera vanna sakdina jati lekhe pani sakidaina yo mero pahilo anubhab ho aaja malai purai anubhab bhayo hamro sarir sabai aru ko control ma raixa vanera yo kura lekhda kehi asuda bhayo hola sachayara padna anurod garxau mama mayuju lai dhandebad ani sabai bg sathi haru lai dhandebad